Drained

I haven’t been posting, or noting, or even keeping my private health journal.  I’m just so drained.  I feel like I have mono (again), drained, pains in the spleen region (including a fun new throbbing!), pukey, dizzy & light headed, heart palpitations, no energy and achy.  Then again, I ‘maybe’ (as in the  doctor said, "you probably have it, but I’m not going to diagnos you with anything), have fibromyalgia, in which case, I’m suppossed to feel like this.

On the other hand, I may be perfectly fine.  I mean, I’m working 40-42 hours in a petstore.  I’m also the primary housekeeper here at home (I don’t cook though).  Then there’s my zoo.  Oh, and I’m still cleaning the office, that’s about 4 hours a week too.  So I work a lot.

Then there’s the stress… work sucks, I’m looking for something different, but haven’t heard back lately.  Rob’s having more health problems.  He’s got some enlarged blood vessels and chambers in his heart.  He goes back for more testing next week.  We’re having trouble with the nuerosurgeon, basically, she’s crazy and her office staff sucks.  Right now, we’re going round and round about a CPAP machine.  The sleep center diagnosed Rob with severe sleep apnea, and the neurosurgeon orded a CPAP machine to treat it.  However, Rob only had 4 episodes an hour during his sleep study.  Insurance doesn’t regard that as severe sleep apnea, in fact, they don’t regard that as abnormal even.  They won’t pay for the machine.  We don’t htink that he really needs the machine, nothing I’ve read would suggest it for a treatment for so few episodes.  We’re going to try some other stuff first I think.

On top of that, we have the normal problems, never enough money, trucks need work, the septic system isn’t working well, work sucks, not enough hours in the day.  You know, the normal stuff.