Whoa……

Whoa FOD has sure changed and it kinda scares me I mean was it to hard to keep it like it was? I guess so, everything changes and is changing and I don’t like that. Like when I got home from NC I got kicked out and I can’t believe that shit. So yeah I get kicked out and I have to leave within the week and I call my friends and try to figure out why in the fucking world this happened and I can’t. My grandparents just don’t want me around anymore I suppose, I don’t know, well now I am have to like change all my shit and leave everyone behind in Florence, and I just realized how much I loved my friends and how much I am going to miss everyone around here….I can’t deal with this right now, I can’t believe it is happening..I feel so hollow and just shitty and unloved…But I realized alot this weekend….and week…..There is life after Dennis, I can care about someone again and I am strong and smart and I can do this…..

~~Much Love and Peace~~