My New Addiction

My newest addiction is Enya…oh gosh, her music is so soothing to me, and I really need that, well besides that, I have to work tomorrow, well today….I love work it means money…lol. Anyway, I am worried about my friends and such and I just don’t knokw what to do anymore to do anything.

Someone told me tonight that I lacked conscious and tact and empathy, and that I was basically a horrible person and that I didn’t deserve to be alive. I was like Whoa….and to think that I really cared about this person, well, sorta. I can’t help that they wallow in self pity and such.

They tell me that I have no morals and I would slit someone’s throat for my own gain in a heartbeat, which isn’t true at all really. I wouldn’t and I do care about those close to me and I am very loyal to those I love, or those I really really care about that respond in the same way…Well I don’t know…What do you think people? Am I really that bad? Am I really Satan?

~~Much Love and Peace~~