My moment

Here is the moment I’ve been wanting all day. The moment to sit and reflect upon things. To the last note left on here, I haven’t talked to you in a while and I haven’t corrected your wrong assumptions in your notes left to me, quite simply it is not worth my time to do so, you won’t listen and so all I ask is that you leave it alone. I don’t want another issue, I have enough.

Well, so much has happened in here and such and I have left alot out of it that I simply can’t talk about, all I know is that, Lil Mike is dead and not coming back, I went to Texas and that Ashley is a good person and friend. Alan is a great guy and friend and not matter what there are still people out there that hate me so my day is complete. I no longer talk to alot of people and alot of things have changed.

Some things I know now have rocked me to the core and somethings I will never know. But when all else fails the finger of blame is still there. Its been 2 weeks today when Lil Mike was killed and I don’t know what has changed in my life but something is off. And for the record I didn’t cheat and I was not his last relationship, although if I had it to do over, my god things would probably be somewhat the same but different.

Everthing happens for a reason I suppose, friends or foes it doesn’t really matter that much anyway. The only thing that matters right now is that people are still alive and we still have a chance to make something out of something.

~~Much Love and Peace~~