I wish I didn’t know now what I didn’t know then.

I swear I wish that I was ignorant and stupid of all the things I found out tonight…I never needed to know all of this…I really really didn’t. And I am not shocked at all and all I can say is that everyone involved is so guilty and deserve what they get. Drugs destroy lives.

“Wish I Didn’t Know Now”

I’ve never ask you where you’re goin’
I’ve never ask you where you’ve been
I’ve never called and checked your story
You stayed out with all your freinds
I’ve never tried to catch you lyin’
I didn’t want to know the truth
I’d rather go on lovin’ blind guy
Than go on lovin’ without you

I wish I didn’t know now what I didn’t know then
I wish I could start this whole thing over again
I’m not sayin’ it’s you could never be true
I just don’t wanna know how it ends
You’d still have my heart in the palm of your hands
I’d still look like a fool in front of your friends
Yeah I wish somehow I didn’t know now what I didn’t know then

I’ve always said what I don’t know
Couldn’t hurt as bad as leavin’ you
Turns out I knew what I was thinkin’
It ain’t an easy thing to do
Well I guess I should be goin’
I sure found out too much to stay
Please don’t say your sorry
I might wait another day

You’d still have my heart in the palm of your hand
I’d still look like a fool in front of your freinds
Yeah I wish somehow I didn’t know now what I didn’t know then
Yeah I wish somehow I didn’t know now what I didn’t know then

~~Much Love and Peace~~

TOBY KEITH ROCKS. I love that song. You’re right…Drugs to destory lives. I’m glad you and I never got caught up in that…There might have been others things we got caught up in…I’m just glad it wasn’t drugs. The song describes things prefectly, I would think. If you ever need to talk, just call me. I’ll be here for you. I worry about you all the way up there… NEXT NOTE ~~>

Just please make responsible decisions and choose friends carefully. You never know who’s out to hurt you or worse. I’m thinking about you, though…Like I said before, if you need me…You know where I’m at. OMG…I’ll tell you later…I’m off to take a nap. -_- zZzZ…Kerri

It is I…You can just call me Kirin, though. I was leaving ya with the new diary name. I figured you should have it. I don’t know if you’ll ever visit me there…*sniffles*…But you should. Well, I think that I’ll go strangle my sister now. Lots of love to you… Kirin Belmont…-_- zZzZ