Happy Early Birthday Darling

To You:

This is for you. If you had come, you would be walking by now my dear child. I could see you smile and hear you laugh. I would have watched your first steps, heard you Ma ma…or da da. I would have had the joy of seeing you sit up and roll over. Seeing your little toothy grin and taken you to get your first haircut.

Today would have been spent planning your birthday. My darling child, tomorrow you would see your first lil birthday cake and I would celebrate a year of your life.

But my darling child, you are not here and I was not given my gift. You see God thought you were to precious for him to let go, so my angel, you are in heaven getting ready for that party. I hope that you are looking down, and know that I love you now as I loved you before I knew I had you and after I lost you.

I know you are happy and taken care of..And one day, maybe one day, I will see you and hold you as I have so many times in my dreams.

I love you, my angel.

~~Much Love and Peace~~