Ballz Up

So this weekend I ballz up and ask Bobby out!!!…..Yup you heard me right…ME miss Shy…..Me! I’m tired of not having my happiness in my own hands….I have loved him like this for 12 straight years…..He still gives me  *Butterflies*   in muh tummy everytime I see him….so I’m "manning" up and doing what he told me to do forever ago…take my life, my dreams, my heart into my own hands and if i get rejected….then that just answers my questions and I don’t have to feel like this anymore I can let go….but I can’t without a rejection. I’ve learned that much at least.  My mom and I will hardly ever talk again…she still hates him.  But nan and I….well she tells my mother to get over it and lose the tude!….I miss him…like I know I have him everyday just a text away but I miss "Him".  So fuck it Im going after it…….. and FUCK MY HAT to those who dont like it