More on subject……

Can’t a person be curious?? It’s not like I sit and ponder this 24/7. But doesn’t anybody think about this stuff?? Like the Hooker question… I think of random things like that… and that’s just me. I’m curious to know these things. Maybe I’m crazy… and that’s ok with me… because it’s me. I think alot… is that so bad? I know sometimes it can be bad… and that’s when I try doing something else… it’s just like the time I asked my mom if the antichrist knows he’s the antichrist or does he just wake up one day and realize he’s the antichrist?? Like obviously he has to be born and grow up and what not… so, as a child does he know? Don’t ya’ll just wonder about this kind of crap??? It’s intriguing to me… and someday, I will know the answers to these questions… it’s just the not knowing that drives me mad sometimes. Granted, how I am going to die doesn’t help me any… but, I’m curious to know. Like I said, if I’m suppose to die in a car accident, I’m suppose to die in a car accident. Knowing that isn’t going to keep me from driving a car or getting into a car without somebody else. If it’s my time, it’s my time. I’m comfortable enough knowing where I’m going and if I died today that would be fine with me (not that I have a choice in the matter… and no I’m not suicidal or depressed or anything like that). Maybe I am a bit morbid… who cares. It’s different for everyone… and obviously I’m way different than everyone… and that’s ok.

Alissa