Passion

Such an angry day yesterday.  The "friend" mentioned in the previous entry has hurt both me and Mike badly in this last year.  I will go into no doubt, but now isn’t the time for me.  It seems funny, that friends being like this, seems to be a recurring problem throughout open-diarists. It sucks.

Well yesterday, Dave (The "Friend")  established contact, by way of a reply to a text from us to get some of our stuff back.

Turns out that his girlfriend has been twisting everything about us, and thats why he hasn’t been talking to us (He’s turning his back on 12 years of best-friendship to believe her, but if he wants to be that dumb, that’s fine.) However, he was being quite arsey about giving our stuff back, despite that the second he asked for his he had it within a couple of days.  We’ve been asking for ours since february.  

Turn’s out that Mike’s absolute bastard of a brother, had seen him and told him he could keep his old mobile phone, whilest telling us, he was going to get it back, and that my mum could have it, and moaning that we hadn’t got it back.  Sh1t-stirring little cretin.

I am so angry with him, it’s untrue.  He’d been awkward for a few weeks, but we’d let it slide.  Not now.

Anyways, we are moving on, by way of a line under it.  See:

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Went to a Zumba class last night.  It was quite good.  I miss dancing so much, but its frustrating when my body won’t do what I want it to.  I’m used to my body being super responsive, but since I’ve put on weight, that’s not the case.  I know I just need to keep at it though.  And I will.

Mike said he could tell I’d been dancing, because I had some spunk back.  And it is true, i think. I have some motivation now though, so hurray!  Here’s to losing some weight! 

I hate that I’m not seeing mike as much as usual though.  It’s getting to me.  But, I will manage and adjust.  Because I need to.

My Playmobil advent calender arrived too! So exciting!

Okay, well I will write again later x love to all xx