Keeping on Keeping On

 I’m doing okay at this whole updating business!

It feels like Mike was never off work now.  (I’m not sure if that’s good or bad!)  Probably a good thing I guess.

The Ex that works at sea-life was fired this week.  I don’t know the in’s and outs of it, but I am kinda glad in a selfish way.  I don’t have that in the back of my mind any more.  I do hope she finds another job soon though. Job and Money stress isn’t something I’d wish on anyone to be blatantly honest.  And as I said in my previous entry, I don’t have anything against her as a person, and I wish her the best. (Just as not in my life as possible 🙂  )

Mikey is a little bit stressed at the moment, but I guess its because of having to go back after a while when he’s still not a hundred percent.  I’m being a good girlfriend and not sulking about it.  We have been much, much closer since "The Row".   It’s nice to be back like this.  I am so looking forward to getting married!

I was playing Rock band 3 Yesterday on Vocals (I desperately want the Key-tar and Pro-guitar but can’t afford them).  And I did pretty well to be honest.  Apparently I can sing I love Rock ‘n’ Roll and No-one knows well enough to 100% them.  Pretty Awesome, if I do say so myself!!
In other game related news, I am not convinced by Dragon Age 2, which has upset me greatly.  I was so into DA: Origins, that I actually fell in love with Alistair,  and sulked with Mike and Steven for a week after they talked through me FINALLY getting him into bed.  (I turned it off without saving so I could listen properly!)  I love that game.  But the subtle "Improvements" in the sequel have made it very different.  Its more 99Nights x Mass Effect now.  Hmm. 

I’m just watching Jeremy Kyle on itv2, and the theme is please don’t stare at our kids because they are different.  It annoys the crap outta me when people do stare like that.  And half of the chav’s who comment and stuff.  I nearly slapped a girl at the cinema on valentines day.  We went to see Paul (Which I thoroughly recommend by the way – I wasn’t a huge fan of hot fuzz and Shaun of the dead, but Paul, Is FUNNY) and there’s a bit where a girl has an eye that is cloudy.  She’s been wearing a half sunglasses thing up until that point, and she takes them off, and this girl from about 3 rows behind, just screams and goes "eeewwwww" I think the whole cinema guilted her into leaving after that Lol. 

Zumba was good last night, It felt easier at the start so I gave it more, and regretted it when they got harder =(  I am joining the local leisure centre next week so I can get fit and slim.  I’ve definately plateauxed now.  I feel lazy and horrible.  Mostly of my own doing though.  I am looking forward to slimming down some more though, I have decided that whatever size I am in May, is the size of wedding dress I’ll be getting.  I think thats a realistic thing.  I don’t want to spend the next year desperately trying to get pounds off and worry that if I put any on my dress won’t fit.  There needs to be a cut off point.  I am significantly slimmer now than at the beginning of the year, but there needs to be a bit more off.  In a perfect world I think I’d like to be a size 10.  But I think 12/14 is more realistic.  I am lucky that I do put weight on in proportion so I just look like a bigger version of me, I don’t look fat.  But for me, when I start getting a double chin and such, I look horrible.  I have noticed my face is looking slimmer now though!  

My god I have waffled.  My apologies!

Love to you all! xx