Feeling down
For no mega real reason. I get married in 2 weeks. So why has all my excitement poofed? I know in part it is because Myke and I fought last night. About nothing really, but he overstepped a lot of boundries for me. I have a suspicion that its unconsciously pushing to find out how much he can get away with like children do. It wasnt a particularly big fight, just one that was different. And not what I want 18 days before I marry him.
Things other than are going as well as I could hope for. I am just getting very restless and impatient. Even to a lesser degree (obviously) I can get what Lianne felt. I am not a person anymore. I am ABride. I should create myself a new identity for Mrs Bell, unless I want to disappear lol.
I have lots to tell you guys, but just very meh moods dont help with creative flow. Any words of cheeriness guys? x
Aww, I think you’re both probably under quite a bit of stress right now!! Try to just go with it because before you know it, it will all be over! Huge hugs <3
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Get out from under the wedding cloud and do something silly and fun. Go bowling. Play miniature golf. Punch a whale. Do something for a brief break and a palate cleanser, then get back to it.
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Its true, it does get overwhelming to be treated as “a bride” by everyone who knows you, but remember darling I was a reluctant and pissy bride who didn’t deal with the onslaught of unwelcome wedding obsession very well. You’re handling it with much more grace than I could and you’re going to truly have a special day, you deserve it and you’ve worked hard for it. Lee Mee xXx
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RYN: It’s in Cockermouth in Cumbria, the town where I grew up and all my family still live there. Have you been? If not, you probably saw it on the news a couple of years ago when it was flooded in November 2009.
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I’m sorry he’s being a dick so soon to your big day. Hopefully you set the boundaries and he doesn’t keep trying to push them. huggs
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