Back to Work

 It’s suprising how much I miss Mike now he’s back at work.  It’s just a case of getting used to it again.  Though it hasn’t felt like he’s been my patient for 3 weeks.  

I was actually asked by Bev (his Mum) if I wanted to go to sea-life with them today.  Her husband Dave has two children Leah and Melissa who are up for half-term.  They live down south so he only see’s them when they are on school holiday.  I love them to pieces, and I can’t wait for them to be my "step-sister-in-law"’s =)  

It’s the first time I have ever passed up a chance to a. Go to sea-life and b. Spend time with them but Mike’s ex Laura still works there.  And Bev has told me on a few occasions that she never understood why they broke up (The answer actually is me) and how lovely she was and blah blah blah.  And to be quite honest, that’s a reunion I don’t want to be a part of. If I was bitchy, it would be perfect, because whats better than a family day out to send a message?  But I’m not. I don’t bear Laura any ill will really.  I hate that she was an intimate part of his life, I dont hate her.  But I just feel like it would bother me more if I went so I’m being sensible and not going.  Even though I wish I had.

Me and Mike are better off for that arguement, the air is cleared and I feel closer to him.   Sometimes, they are good things.

No if I could only figure out what has been making my mum be a bitch for the last couple of months.

Love to you all xx