Sigh

Been here at work since 6am.

Things here are busy, and often it gets my head straight to not think about the mistakes I’ve made.

Nina’s been upset with me today because we have no coverage for tonight when I was supposed to go to my meeting.

Three times a week I’m going to a sex addicts anonymous meeting for my issues. I’ve got 30+ days sobriety but I don’t boast about it, Nina would just look at me and say it takes more than that to wipe out the 7 years of lies.

7 years of lies.

Often I worry if I’m strong enough, at this point I have no choice not to be. I can not fail.