Off my chest….

Sometimes you get to a point with people that you’ve given all that you can. The problems they talk about aren’t yours to handle, rather they just bring them to you and yet there is some shred of obligation because despite them being your friends they are adults. They can fend for themselves. Yet they seem incapable of taking advice, it’s almost like they want justification or permission to have themselves an epic fail moment.

The other part of this is the concept of give and take. It should be mutual, not one sided and sometimes you have friends who do this. It’s fucking annoying. Honestly if you can’t hold your own why are you engaging me in this effort? Why do I still have to hear about the intricacies which you’ve fabricated in your mind because you’ve become a paranoid old crone?

Also, liars. I fucking despise them. I am finding them around me and man, I am not happy. Just tell me the truth, don’t bullshit me because honestly? I will beat you. I’m not a guy that gets into fights but I know my way around in a tussle.

And no, I won’t play fair.

Fair is for pussies.

When your behavior threatens the welfare of my job and directly affecting how I am capable of raising my son I will fucking end you.

I think that’s all I have to say for now.

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May 4, 2010

wow! your anger is palpable!

May 4, 2010

man oh man. people better shape up around you, or they are going to see consequences to their choices. you sound really fed up! glad you got it off your chest.

May 4, 2010

Who’s messing with you..?

wow

May 5, 2010
May 5, 2010

Hey there. I’m a random noter, but I ran across your OD and this entry and I just had to say…thank you. Thank you for writing the first two paragraphs, specifically. I’m feeling that exact way right now with a friend and your entry immediately made me feel better, and that I wasn’t the only one this happens to. Hope all is well. đŸ™‚