Early to rise

Been at work since 5:30am. 

Need to get work done, plus I couldn’t sleep. Thoughts running, questioning myself and my actions. Kicking myself for these choices.

How could I make these choices?

Yesterday despite the foul weather I managed to get a lot done. My neighbor helped me with his woodsplitter and we knocked out what amounted to a half cord of wood. It took us 2 hours, if I had done this by hand it would’ve taken me at least six hours. I’m thankful for his generosity, would’ve made this first weekend off from work since May unbearable and a loss.

I ran around the house yesterday, from laundry to dishes to vacuuming. Anything to keep myself occupied, not that a lively 4 year old boy and almost 2 year old girl can’t keep a dad occupied.

Now time to get back to working.