Ugh…

Today should have been the first day of vacation and we’re not going so I get to go into work to work for three hours. I pray that it will be an easy shift as I do this. I have been fighting back tears all day just because I am so disappointed and I shouldn’t be. I have 16 days to clean and organize the house but sadly I’m not in the mood to even start right now. I want to be at the lake with the rest of the family. I want to be driving along the roads in Ohio heading for Pennsylvania. Instead we are stuck in Fort Waste.

Added to everything the motherboard in the desk top computer died so I am stuck without my chapters for two weeks. Me and the laptop can be a dangerous situation when it comes down to it. I’m hoping the memory survived… I can not lose all I lost again although I have a lot of it backed up again thankfully. the worst part of this is the new stuff I was working on is on that system and I don’t want to have to rewrite it. I"m thinking about stealing the new keyboard that dad got for his system and plugging it into this one temporarily; the lap top keyboard drives me nuts.

I thought about the possibliity of asking Pat to run me up to Pentwater on the last friday of their trip if I can make the bathroom safe for Maya… then again I think I am cat sitting for Kathy then so I doubt that will happen. there is also the issue of room in mom’s truck to come back… no such thing despite the fact it is only a 3 hour drive. Maybe I’ll see the Atlantic sometime this fall finally.