needed; one pick-me-up

I think that I am a bit emotional right now and I’m really not sure, I think that the past couple days have been different, I’m just in a more down kind of mood and I really don’t know why.  I was in my car today and doing good, nothing wrong and I’m listening to one of my favorite cds but I start to mentally cring when it starts up so I had to change the music.  Last night I was on the phone and for some messed up reason I had a few tears coming down my face and I haven’t cried in a long time so I totally don’t get why it happened.  I’ve been in a good mood most of the time, nothing has really gotten to me but for all I know its because of the last few nights of very little sleep which will change once I am finished with finals.  I have been stressed with finals being this week and all that, I can tell not by my tension which I don’t really have but by the fact that I was snacking on things that I totally knew I should had left alone, bad sugar junk but that’s how I have delt with stress before, I need to train myself to get out of that habit because I really dislike it.

I have my spanish final tomorrow at 2:30 in the afternoon and then I have an appointment at 4 to get something done which wont be mentioned until after this weekend for reasons of keeping my surprise a…SURPRISE 😛  actually it isn’t much of one but it still is, maybe it’s the torture that it causes, the unknown can really get to some people, like me 😛  I can be a very mean person but it’s also in a nice way or else I don’t intend to be mean, unless someone has done something to mess with the people that I care about but besides that it’s all good and I’m joking with them.

My phone was suppose to get here today, it didn’t or rather it probably did but I wont get it until tomorrow, stupid school takes forever to get things processed.

Well I need to finish typing up translations and study some paragraphs for spanish tomorrow, I also need to go over imperfects and preterits for the final since I know I’ll be tested on that.  hugs and luvs and hope that you all survive finals, work, life.