downside up

I’m really tired, I have been for the last couple days and I don’t know what is causing it but it’s annoying me, for all I know it’s the precursor to the evilness of cramps which should be coming within a few days, freaking damnation.  I had my class and that was it, pretty dang boring.  I had been hoping that my sweetheart could be here this weekend but with his car MIA still that isn’t going to happen because I will not let him spend the money to come here just for a few days when it costs more than what I spend on gas getting there and getting here.  I was going to go up instead but thinking about it I don’t know if I really should since I was just up there last weekend and I have a midterm and a spanish test next week so I should probably study for them but most likely I will just mope around the apartment, drink a little and go shopping at costco.  Freaking bites, I can’t wait to be able to spend the majority of my off time with him.  We’ll see what happens.

I got a call from my dad a few minutes ago and I have 2000 that should be going into my account tomorrow so that I can pay the school which is nice and it’s only part of my Financial aid amount.  I now have to wait for at least one more check for my finaid and then one check for myself which is going towards my car and my bills.

Not much, going to go out with Marina tonight to Farmers market for the first time since the week before school started in september and it’s going to be fun.  I’m going to go now, we’re leaving in about an hour and I want to crawl on top of my bed and passout until the correct time.