bridesmaids dresses

You know what it scary, what is REALLY scary? Getting measured for a bridesmaid dress 😛 That dress can symbolize a lot and in many ways. I’m getting measured, that alone is a scary thought 😛
I’m getting A bridesmaid dress that costs over $100 (a lot to me)
It means that someone I know is getting married
It means that it’s one of my classmates, someone my age
It means that It’s my turn soon
It means that I have a job to do and I can’t mess up
It means that if I mess up it hurts more than me
I have to actually care about what I look like
I have to spend a lot of money on one day that isn’t for me 😛
I have to get my picture taken so many times
I don’t like pictures
this has turned into more than the dress
this has come to an end 😛

Ok so yeah, I have to get fitted, I’m planning on doing it wednesday, I have to go to Santa Maria to the store since there isn’t one here and the one in Paso Robles closes earlier and the guy on the phone didn’t sound all that smart (it’s just a thing with me, sound smart when at work).

I’ve been doing my reading but I just made dinner and am taking a break since I just need it. I have to get 1.5 chapters finished before I go to sleep tonight and 2 chapters for each following day, not counting my other three books which I have at least finished what I need to have done so far but it’s going to be one hell of a time these next two weeks, I’m going to be dying and waiting for school to get over this quarter even though it does mean the end.