Forgive me
I could speak with Doctor Livio thoroughly about his position in the whole case he was involved in. I regret, truly regret all the doubts I had about him. I regret questioning his morality and honesty, I regret thinking he might just be a vain person looking for glory or doing all he was doing for the sake of money… I have been such an idiot. I never truly believed Doctor Livio was a vain person or after money, I feared it might be so and I had made a mistake for five long years in "judging" him as a therapist and as a person. I feared I was mistaken in thinking he is the wonderful person he actually is.
His slanderer is just a poor professional, envious of a colleague who is better than him, thus "insulting" – without directly insulting, just being offensive and ironic at the same time. This is the kind of person I hope I will never meet on my way.
If Doctor Livio ever read this diary, and came to this entry, the only thing I would like to say would be: please, forgive me. Forgive my being so blind and superficial, forgive my emotional impulsive reactions which I did not scan with my brain before talking (well, writing), forgive my doubts, forgive my lacking faith in your professionalism. Forgive me for saying I did not care, because if there is a person I care about, this is you.
Forgive me.
…im sure he would. xx,
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I’m sure you wouldn’t even need to be forgiven, my dear! It’s okay to make speculations when something is confusing, right? 🙂 ~~~>
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It is so hard to seek truth before emotion and especially if our lives twists and turns have brought us to a place of fear and uncertainity. I KNOW he’d forgive you, and I’m so happy that you can rest in a place of peace about this.
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RYN: I haven’t heard anything from Beckie. I am assuming that everything is ok. I would assume that she would write something on her diary if she was to be evacuated because of the fire. Hope you have a good week. Take care.
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I think you were right in being confused and needing an explanation. There’s no shame in that. And a lot of the time it’s natural to believe something based on what we do know. As more knowledge comes our way, we can refine our beliefs. And I feel that’s what you have done. 🙂 Nothing wrong with it! And I have no doubt that Dr Livio knows you are on his side.
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ryn: thankyou big sis. I am happily going along with my work^^ and I care about you too. love lil sis. xo
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you do not need to be forgiven big sis, it is perfectly natural. I think it’s healthy to question your psych. they are working for you!
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I agree with all of the above…I also encourage you to put the whole thing in the past as the client on hand was a pedophile which can a lot of emotion to the table when it comes down to public safety and morality in general. Ancient history….hit the delete button…
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One never knows for sure, hon. It’s okay! I’m glad he’s the good guy in all this. ryn: The Passover “meeting”: Seder. I hope it was a happy experience for you. My mom has gotten more laid back with ours over the years. We now have toys of the plagues and Play Mobile Egyptians. I found wind-up locusts one year. 🙂 Yep – I get yelled at to pay attention! <:3~
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It seems we forget that we go through inner thoughts as well as outer “lessons” to experience things (in my case, for G-d). You have found love, peace and joy. I am so happy for you, Sister. xo
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