Mess

SONG: Alanis Morissette: Hands Clean http://www.youtube.com/watch

I’m a mess, My room is a mess, my car is a mess, my love life is a mess, my finance’s are a mess…my life is just ONE BIG UNTIDY mess! I AM THE REAL BRIDGET JONES!!!! I had dinner to night with 3 of my girlfriends – Jess (married + Baby) Em and Sarah both engaged and planning their weddings. I am so far away from Married I could be a NUN. Grrrrrrrrrrrr…. What is wrong with me???

I know this sounds crazy, hell when I think about it, it does sounds crazy. But I have said this before.. I feel the person I am suppose to marry my Soul Mate lives in America, or he’s from America.. I don’t know!.

OK…. WHAT am I going to do about this.. I NEED TO CHANGE.

I start a new job on Monday… I start back at the Gym on MONDAY and I start back on my "healthy" eating! I am a bright modern independent women.. I don’t need a MAN.

OH who the hell am I kidding.

WHERE ARE YOU????????????????