I am ready, I am ready for a fall.

well. Josh needs ‘space’ again.
he won’t talk to me about it because I ‘wouldn’t understand’.
I said ‘try me.’
he told me to leave it.

after a bunch of nasty words were exchanged, I said, ‘yeah. take all the time you need. turns out i need time as well, to sort myself out.’
he replied with: ‘good. now stop texting and nagging, because everyone around here is getting sick of cheering me up.’

what the fuck?

I cry for three days, and all of the sudden he’s the victim? I replied with:
‘get fucked. don’t be so fucking rude to me, I don’t deserve shit like that. I wouldn’t fucking bother texting you anyway, bye.’

Only nine months til I move to Sydney.
I need another job.

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March 27, 2008

haha oh jeez that sounds so romantic. i would love to do it somewhere like that. and yeah the slide. not so great. i was either looking at red plastic, or a general upside down view of the playground lol!

March 27, 2008

what a fvcking jerk.. glad you told him where to go cause if not i’d have to walk down a couple of doors and start stoning his roof!

I hate, hate hate hate, boys! Hooray. I hate them for you, and I hate them for me, because I texted asking for it back, and he didn’t reply. Say it with me now: DETINUE! Why are you moving to Sydney? That’s insane! x

March 29, 2008

lol oh my lord that must have been so embarassing! i would have cried. and yeah the underwear thing… definatly not fun.