haha, for Jade then =)

I’m not sure where I last got up to with this, so I’m not sure where to start.

At the start of February Jarrod and I broke up. sigh, it’s a long and complicated story. Pretty much Max was really lovely, and Jarrod was an asshole, have I mentioned Max? I think I have. anyway, This one night we were trashed at the tele and Jarrod refused to walk me home – to his house – and I don’t like walking back by myself at night when I’m drunk, so Max, being the lovely boy that he is, walked me home. and then, when we got there, he kissed me. It was a shock, although it probably shouldn’t have been. I wasn’t quite sure what to do. I mean, I loved Jarrod, but Jarrod was being a real prick. Anyway, I stepped back and told Max that I couldn’t do anything because I was with jarrod and I loved him, and Max understood. I asked if I should tell Jarrod straight away and Max said no, leave it for a bit. So I did. About a week or two later though, Jarrod and I sorted everything out between us and everything was good, but later that night Max and Jarrod got wasted together and Max felt too guilty to wait until I told Jarrod and told him himself, whilst they were both drunk. so Jarrod hated me and we broke up for a while, but after a week or two we were good friends. Went to Melbourne for soundwave at the end of Feb, and Jarrod and I had a couple of really great sex adventures in alleyways in the wee hours of the morning, although I was still pretty upset because I wanted him back but he didn’t want me. I came back a week before Jarrod did. He’d moved out of his flat, meaning it was available, so I moved in there (got the lease sorted today, yay!) but when Jarrod came back to Hobart, he ended up living with me. And he’s still here. We pretty much got back together, but not officially. About three weeks ago, just when everything was going really excellently between us, We were at the tele on a wednesday, and I got tired and went home at 10pm. Jarrod ended up hooking up with Stacey, and then had the nerve to ask if he could bring her back to mine. I was so devastated. But he came home and left stacey at his mate’s place, and I forgave him. I still get really paranoid about Stacey though, she pretends to be my friend and then flirts with jarrod mercilessly, despite all the while telling me she doesn’t want him or like him. slutwhorebitch, but anyway.

So yeah, we worked through that and I’m at uni now btw, quit my job =) I’m a dole bludger now but I’m looking for a job. Jarrod’s still living here and things aro going really really well, although I do really want to be officially a couple, but he doesn’t. He says he likes things the way they are, but really, if we were a couple, it would be exactly the same, except that I’d have more peace of mind in regards to the whole stacey saga. but anyway. At least this way the moment he fucks me over I can make him homeles.. =) he lives here for free. I pay the rent and the bills and cook him meals every night. So hopefully he won’t fuck stacey anymore, haha,

and yesterday I got pre paid internet =) it’s bigpond and expensive and you don’t get much for your money, but it’s fast and better than nothing, so I’m  happy.

hope all is well xoxo