Entry 411

Tomorrow I message the girlfriend that we’re over. I meant to do it today but went grocery shopping. Last messages I got from her were the 17th. Not a word since then. 

I thought by now, she would be done with this bullshit. When we first tried to be a couple years ago, she went silent and was gone for 2-3 months. Silent as in, no posts on FB, no texts, nothing. This time, I had hoped she was was done with all that as she made it sounds like she was. That all the bullshit of the past was gone. But here I am, barely spoken to her this month and I’m not gonna deal with it.

I’m not even hurt by it, because it’s been going on for a while and all the negative feelings were dismissed with being annoyed. Best friend asked if I was angry but that’s not how I would think of it. It’s annoyance. I don’t know what caused all this. I’d say one thing that was terrible was her having my brother added on FB. Rather than talking to her as someone I am suppose to trust to keep things between us, she goes off and tells him our convos. That was uncool.

She said "you guys are brothers and forever have each other." blah blah blah. She apparently missed the memo that everyone has a different relationship with their siblings. Quite frankly, my brother and I have been on different pages of different books for a while. Him having a kid and becoming your typical boring male, I don’t care for all that shit.

And I say boring male because rather than being a metalhead that I knew, his music choices are more tamer, radio friendly shit. He’ll tell you that Justin Bieber is a good musician because his voice is good and knows how to sell out stadiums. Yes. He will tell you that. He no longer watches anime. He doesn’t watch horror films. Nope….. But surprise surprise, Doctor Who, Game of Thrones, Harry Potter, he loves those. Congrats. You’re as typical mainstream drivel as everyone else with nothing to separate you from them.

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On a funny note, this girl on my FB just broke up with her boyfriend not too long ago. Maybe a month? She randomly started talking about this new guy, then out of the blue, posted that she was gonna fly to Texas to be with him. Oh. Okay. Bit fast.

But then she gets a heart and hatchet tattoo with his and her name, saying hatchet love never dies. Yes. She dated this guy for 2 days and got that tattooed on her back. People are loco….
 

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