Entry 410

Got a message typed up and saved to send to the girlfriend, basically calling her out on all this. I told her that I hate silence, she said she understood but yet, still being quiet. I was laying down and we all know how that goes when you lay down and think about a trillion things before passing out asleep….

In this case, it’s that she is aware of what is bothering me but does nothing to fix it and it’s not like I am asking for a lot. Talk to me. She says she is currently staying with her best friend, but if that’s true, she should still be able to talk to me. Logic says she is seeing someone there and hence why she doesn’t talk to me, other than a few messages every couple of days. And it’s something like hey, what’s up, i’m doing school, it sucks, i’m so tired, aaaaand then 4-5 days later, repeat.

So. I put together a message stating that relationships are about communication and she has been told several times by me that I hate it. I’ve tried to give her the benefit of doubt, but at this point, it’s absolutely ridiculous and comes off as her seeing someone else. *shrug* If that’s the case, at least say something. I’ll be confused why, since there wasn’t problems in our relationship, but whatever. So be it.

Maybe a good girl will be at an anime con I go to this year.
 

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