Jesus pondering life~

 After Jesus had escorted Mary Magdalene to her home, he pondered on what she had spoken:

 "The gift of love between two souls are meant to be shared in ways that glorify God, as in Genesis 18;8,  ‘Now the Lord God said, It is not good (sufficient, satisfactory) that the man should be alone; I will make him a helper meet (suitable, adapted, complementary) for him.’  Surely Jesus, the father had me in mind when he inspired man to record that. And don’t we know that the father was referring to me as being your helper?"

Jesus loved her wit! And her romantic meanderings were always exciting to hear! But Jesus wondered, was there some kind of truth that my father imparted to her, that he wanted me to hear, tonight? He recently had a conversation with his dad when he said that my mother -who was the wisest person that we ever created- even thinks that I could use a helper. Since his dad was such a romantic at heart, he knew he he asked him right now if Mary was meant to be the kind of helper that Eve was to Adam, his dad would undoubtively say something like, "Son, why try to figure it all out, right now? Just enjoy Mary."

 "Ah Mary," Jesus thought. "She certainly complements me like no other soul." And I will readily admit that my heart and soul could use a helper.  And maybe Mary is meant to be a kind of helper like Eve was. But why complicate things by creating a physical romance between them!

 Jesus looked deep into his soul and thought: the father and I have always had a deep, emotional, loveaffair with our people, with our chosen ones. Why can’t Mary just accept that kind of loveaffair between us…. Even his own mother has such romantic notions as Mary and I being entwined in one’s other’s arms, pledging our undying love for each other. But couldn’t he pledge his undying love for her without being wrapped in her arms…He smiled to himself, thinking, "I am the son of God, all that my father has is mine.  I can tell you where light dwells. I can tell you how it feels when life was first created through me. I can expond on the greatest mysteries of the universe. But sometimes I wonder…will I ever know all that lies in the hearts of the fairest of the fairest: women?" He now intimately knew why man through the ages have asked that same question: ‘How can one ever know what lies within the heart of a woman?’