hard times soon gone

theres so much change right now
i know its gonna be bad for a while
but as soon as i go threw this change
i know it will all be better — somehow

knowing that your by my side
ill make it threw
just like so many times before
though this time its all very new

you make me laugh
that is one thing i can not live with out
LAUGHTER
if im not happy then whats the point?
even going threw this shit, to smile makes it worth while.

i remember what its like to laugh again
its been so long
the feeling of joy brings me back to my childhood
"never loose your inner child"
and i believe that.

my words may not make sence right now but someday
ill understand them
until that day comes i have to fight to be strong
right now i have to keep smiling even when it all seem so wrong
im lucky to have people in my life that make me see happiness
someday i hope they know how greatful i am for that

— me