gratitude

BEING GREATFULL
im talking about the little things
there are people out there that have close to NOTHING
what do they have but love and thoughtfulness?
so when you show some sort of love
you kind of expect some sort of gratitude
instead there is GREED thrown your way
not that its not good enough
more like "why?"
does that mean that they think that they’re not deserving?

to be the person that puts all this thought in to it
with the best intentions
to try to make someone happy
theres nothing like to feeling of being crushed

i have to walk away i dont want to be apart of any conflict or negativity
i was so used to being thrown in to fighting
these days im over it
i cant deal with it
it hurts and i want nothing to do with it
i want peace, like ive stressed so many times in my life.
nothing will change
peace is what i want
and occasionally alittle graditude from others
that would just be grand
YEAH.

– ME