|| DEFORM

cant belive all this shit
it sucks when half of your life is going to hell
and the other half is doing very well
i dont get it.

those selfish bastards.
"feels like im being punished for her mistakes."
but now i dont. shes doing it.
it was her fault, and her doing.
if she didnt want all this she shouldnt have made that choice.

lets just hope the holidays dont get any worse.
hopefully they both will leave me out of it.
ill enjoy a great chrismahkahh w/ the one i love, the one that makes me happy… the one that gets me lots of presents!

– me