I Am Back In Town but….

I am back in town but my life is so turned upside down right now. I got a call yesterday to come over 200 miles to get my middle daughters kids out of a Childrens Shelter because my daughter was arrested and will probably be there for a while. I go from frustration to crying. I do NOT understand why she can NOT get her act together. My youngest daughter wrote this in her MySpace blog and it has a ton of the same questions I have but my mind can not think… Please keep our family in your prayers and thoughts that all will be ok.

Why is it that people hurt the ones they love the most?

Why is it that people dont think what they do has a ripple affect and interrupts everyone elses lives?

Why are people so ignorant ?

Why did she do this 15 days before Christmas?

Did she ever think she would get caught?

Why would you subject your kids to that?

Do you know you now won’t be with them for chiristmas?

Do you know how scared they were?

Do you know how scared I was for them?

Do you know how scared I was for you?

Do you know how much I cried for you and am still crying for you?

Do you know how this affected everybody?

Do you care?

Why am I so mad at you but still feel scared shitless for you?

Why am I so worried about your safety?

WHY WOULD YOU EVER DO THIS???? WHY WOULD YOU BE SO BLIND? DO YOU THINK HE REALLY TRULY CARES FOR YOU OR IS HE JUST USING YOU TO GET HIS FIX?

Please my child tell me why?