Boy What A Day

Sorry it has been so long and then when I come back for a sec I am going to rant…..

Boy has it been a day……

Let’s see a few words to descibe my day

Frustration
Mad
Hurt
Depressed
Bumbed
Anger
disgust
I did have some laughter in there a few times
Confused
Speechless
Helpful

I thought my day was going pretty good until lets see about 11:00. Then my dad decided to be hateful per usual it happens everyday, but today he set me off. I usually out of respect (heh like he deserves it) for him keep my mouth shut but today I had ENOUGH. He is so hateful, I spoke to him no less than 5 times and he just ignored me. This is an everyday occurance too. Then I was helping my mom with her lunch and mine and I asked him another question at which time he looked at me and then ignored me AGAIN. I said "What is your problem?" This was NOT in a nice tone either but man I was frustrated. He said, "I don’t have a problem what the hell is your problem?" I then told him he was I was tired of being ignored when I asked him a question. He told me he didn’t have to talk to me so SHUT UP! I turned around and told him (well yelled it) well damnit then do NOT speak to me and I won’t speak to you!!! He told me to shutup again. This irritates me to NO end. I have never even allowed my kids to tell anyone to shutup. They could say hush or something else but never shutup, I know it is just a peeve of mine. Then my mom turned around and told him he was a "hateful bastard and if he didn’t have to talk to us then we would not be talking to him or answering him. Easy for her which she hasn’t talked to him the rest of the day, but she knows if he talks to me I will answer him. WHich he tried everything to talk to me and I answered. Ughhhhhhhh so now he will continue to be hateful…

As if that wasn’t enough we were suppose to go to Kerry’s parents after he got off work because she needed some help from him on some things. These are things I used to do 3 times a week when I was taking care of them before my bypass surgery. At the end of my 6 weeks I was to go back to work out there and got shoved out. Kerry was also SUPPOSE to call his sister then and see what the deal was. TO this date Kerry has NEVER asked anyone why all this crap happened. He has the nerve to ask me now weeks after the fact he was to call, "Well will it do any good if I call Julie (his sister) now and you go back to work taking care of them?" I could have been selfish but it would have been a lie as well and said yeah you need to call her. This would NOT change the fact his Mom is not doing well or his Dad. SO I said NO it won’t make a difference Kerry they need help from a facility full time. Sheeeeesh what a rant now back to where I was going before that jaunt off the topic…..(Of Going to Kerry’s folks) Well per usual Kerry decides he doesn’t want to go. Which DRIVES ME NUTS!!!! (Of course it is a short trip) If I tell someone I am going to do something then I do it. I had already called her (per his request) and told her we would be out when he got off work. He calls me and says ohhhhh I called her and said we would be out this weekend. I told him no we won’t, we were suppose to go to lunch this past Sunday and didn’t because you had something else to do. Also he told me that his brother went with her to the Dr. this afternoon and the Doc said that his Dad needed to go into the nursing home. They all act like this is a big shock. I told them before they had a house built in this Senior housing where they are at that the SAME Dr. told them that they needed to go into an assisted living place. I let all 7 of them know this and I was ignored. For 2 1/2 years I have been telling them that their Mom could NOT take care of their Dad and she was as well going downhill. Her memory and comprehension is ZERO anymore. She tends to try to tell people what they want to hear instead of the truth (when she can put it together anyways).
Then when I try to talk to Kerry more about the situation he does his usual excuse of saying well there is nothing I can do about it now "so say la fricken V"!!
So there I have vented and NO I do not feel better I have just probably ranted and bored everyone with my bah day. Sorry for the rant and hugssss I think I will go to bed….