6/24

It’s hard to believe I’ve been here for half a year already!

School is ok so far. Maths is nearly unbearable as is Biology. Literature and history are tolerable. Drama is amazing.

I have some news… Something I can’t remember if I told you or not.

I’m with Justin. See, after I sent him the break-up letter, I fell apart. My world crumbled around me and I felt lost, helpless, scared. The next time I spoke with him, we got back together. He was very gentle about the whole deal. I get butterflies when I think of his gentleness…

For a while, he dated me and that other chick, Maddi. Although I’d prolly never admit it to Justin, I was envious with a fiery passion. I mean, I felt replaced. But he also reassured me that I was unreplaceable, no matter how alike Maddi and I may be. More butterflies. However, just last week, he sent me an email. He’d broken up with Maddi because she was being abusive. My heart broke. When I think of him in pain, I feel this deep ache in my chest and I just want to cry.

But part of me wanted to jump up and down and cheer. I am finally the only one.