STEPPING ON MY HEART

I always wanted a father

I always wanted a dad

I trusted you will all my heart, and then you did me bad

I tried to forget

I tried to conceal

I didn’t care, I didn’t feel

All those years

we acted and hid

the terrible things, that you and  I did

I sometimes wished that I was dead

every day I faced with dread

alone in the house

alone in the car

there was a time, you went so far

that I can’t remember, I block it out

and when I recall, the truth will come out

and I’ll hate you and hate you

till death do us part

and finally take control of my own heart.