nature’s place

In a few hours I am going to get ready for my award ceremony at work. I’m looking forward to it, but also getting nervous about being around so many people (especially my bosses).

Aaron is back to giving me attitude and talking back. I don’t know what to do about it. We have instituted a "no touching" policy, and I have been working really hard at not responding to his anger. But I feel as if my back is against the wall again.

Kevin and Cam spent the night in the camper last night, in the backyard. It was nice having the bed to myself, but knowing that Kev was right outside if I needed him.

Been taking my meds faithfully, and have an appointment with R. on Friday. Haven’t seen him in almost a month. Tried to disallusion myself into thinking that I didn’t need to see a therapist anymore. Bleh.

Just got done catching up on all of my bookmarks, and I thought that I wanted to write, but I guess that I really don’t right now.

Gonna go in the bedroom and read a little on my current book.

♦Kat