June 15, 1993

8:54 pm

I bought a new journal a few days ago. I’ve had this particular one for over a year. I just was over to visit Angela, about a month ago she started going out with this guy named "Paul", and now she tells me that she and he are trying to conceive a baby! My God, she just met him, I mean, what if their relationship doesn’t work out? And they are talking marriage – IF she gets pregnant. And, believe it or not, her talking about it made me yearn for that time when K and I were planning to have Aaron. Isn’t that strange, considering I HAVE a baby? Who knows why I feel the way I do. Who knows why I do anything I do?

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