I’LL NEVER MATTER TO YOU

I want to hate you, want to stop caring,

But I also want your love

I’ll never get it, I’ll never matter,

But I still want that love

If you called me and said you loved me,

I would spit in your face

Then I would turn around and hate me,

For not giving you grace

Why can’t I stop? Why can’t I let go?

You’re no good for me, and this I know

But all little girls need their moms

Need that motherly charm

But I want your love, crave you caring

Even though you’ll only harm

My desire for you to love me

Is greater than the need to hate

I need your love, need your arms

I want to feel those motherly charms

But you’re gonna hurt me, and you’re gonna lie

Then I’ll turn around and say, "Why"?