I STUMBLE ON THE PATH

How do I call you? Where are the words?

I stumble on the path, but I can’t find the road.

I start to call, but my mind turns off;

It’s tough to pray, when I feel I’m lost.

I start to beleive, with all my might;

But when I open my heart, there’s demons to fight.

Anger and confusion color my view;

I just can’t steer myself clear to you.

I know you are there, I feel you beside me;

But do I only believe when it suits my needs?

That’s not how I want it, that’s not how it should be;

But how do I set my heart and mind free?

I’ve pushed you away, and it seems you’ve gone;

How do I tell you that I want to come home?

I feel like a lost child in your eyes;

I want to come back, and be by your side.

But the walls are so high, the anger so deep;

I’m asking you Lord, "Will you please help me?"