February 24, 1992

12:00 pm

Well, it’s been awhile, huh? 2 nights ago I talked to Victor, and he said he hadn’t even got any information on how to start a divorce, because he’s in no particularly big hurry. I told him that he was probably screwing everyone down there, and he said (let’s rip his fucking balls off, okay?!)  "No, not everyone." Fuck him! What really burns my butt is the fact that the bastard gets paid for being married to me! So, because of the fact that he is going to file for divorce "when he gets the time", I’m gonna divorce his ass. The obstacle in my way is the fact that, because asshole is in the military, I have to get his written permission to divorce him. I have called the court where I have to file, and today Kevin and I are going up to Newport to pick up the papers – $6 -then I’m gonna get copies. When I get the paper back from Victor (giving his say-so) it’s gonna cost me 50 smackaroonies to say "goodbye".

(Ha! Dickface – my second step-father – eat shit and die!) He always thinks his word is "law". Well, I guess he knows what  I think of him and his self-righteous attitude! A couple of days ago Kevin and I went up to Mom’s house, and I had a few drinks, and got totally blitzed.I don’t remember a whole hell of a lot that went on, I know I was arguing with Dickface, and Kevin says that I really "told him off"! But I also told Bambi that I would share Kevin with her, and now she thinks that he is her boyfriend!

I’m here at Kevin’s (I’ve been here since Friday night and it’s Monday now). Poor Kevin is not feeling well (too much Amy exposure?) In a couple of minutes we are going to Newport. Ciao Dude!!