February 18, 1992

12:34 pm

I love Kevin. I’ve tried to give 10,000 reasons why I shouldn’t. He could up and leave me, he’s hardly ever serious, he’s a big person, but he’s a beautiful person inside. I love him for that quality – his wonderful way of showing his love and affection, and yes, his sense of humor. He makes me laugh – but  he can be serious when he has too. I admire that. And, I can spend my life worrying that he’s gonna leave me, and not know what sharing my life with him is like, or I can love him and take all of his love and affection – and really be happy – and worry about it when it happens! I am so confused about it right now, but I’m gonna follow my heart.