dumb-ass

so, here is my dilemma: i went to purchase the od+, and paid for a month’s subscription….and then, because i thought that maybe it didn’t go through–because i still don’t have the features, and i am still looking at the stupid advertisements–so, what do i do? i pay for a month’s subscription AGAIN…..why? because i am so technologically retarded, and i always get nervous that i am either going to NOT get my payment through, think i paid it when i didn’t, or pay everything twice………..and guess what?! STILL NO FEATURES AND STILL LOOKING AT THE STUPID ADVERTISEMENTS….so what do i do now? i am sitting here staring at the computer hoping that it will get with the program soon, or that if i look at it long enough, it will magically change before my eyes. anyway, don’t think i’m such a dumb person, but, actually, i am about some things–what can i say…….