December 27, 1993

December 27, 1993

10:12 am

Lots to write about today! First, Kevin brought me home a pregnancy test, and we did it this morning, and we it came out negative. I can remember a time when a negative result would depress me. I’m not sure how I feel about the result this morning. I know that I couldn’t handle being pregnant right now. Not with everything else that I am trying to deal with. BUT I kinda felt "let down" when Kevin said it was a negative. Shut up Amy! Kevin said he had a premonition last night that my step-father died. I have an appointment with Dr. Buchanon today (Aaron has one Wednesday.) I’m having some FEMALE problems. (When am I not?!) Kevin is mad right now, because he had plans for today (we have to go to Bangor to pick up his truck, because it was 14º below 0 this a.m., and it wouldn’t start.) So I figured since we were gonna be in were gonna be in Bangor (instead of making a special trip.) But I ruined his plans. Oh well. This is for my physical comfort. He can just work through his anger, or LIVE WITH IT.

8:39 pm

It’s only 8:39! Holy shit, I thought it was later. I’ve just demolished a bottle of Man-i-che-witz Grape Wine (11% alcohol) (750 ML) and I feel a little "funny". (Don’t worry, Kevin is taking care of Aaron tonight.)