April 27, 1993

Hey, it’s been an interesting 2 days! Yesterday my dear and I went to the doctor’s, and we heard the baby’s heartbeat (it was a REALLY strong heartbeat) and we heard the baby kick! I also have an appointment on May 26 for a sonogram at EMMC, the technician told me that I’ll probably be able to learn the sex of the baby. Yes! Today I took a walk with Angela, and after I got home Dona Lovely and Dawna Brasier came over to visit. that was interesting. Dona bought a 1992 Chevy – something, a silver/pretty car. And she has quit smoking! She has a really pleasant attitude though. Dawna B. informed me that Lori-Bitch is having a baby girl. What gets me is the fact that Fat bitch wanted a boy! I hope I’m carrying a girl, but a boy would be okay – I just won’t think about it until May 26. Anyway, Dawna and Dona said maybe we could get together about once a week, and play a card game or something. AND Angela is supposed to buy my car on Friday, but she didn’t want anyone to know because her mother is lending her 1/2 of the money! So, K. said that if she (Angela) does buy the car on Friday, he will take me to Miller’s. And I was thinking about taking a night to "us" – in a motel. I can’t believe that Lori is having a girl! BUT, she has Dr. Bentley, in Bangor, and the woman has HUGE hands, and she was one of the doctors who told me I couldn’t have children! Angela and I are going to Dexter on Friday to pick up some prescriptions, and we’re going to go into Rite-Aid (Lori and Angela used to be friends.) SHOW THE BITCH UP!

April 29, 1993

I’m sitting here feeling really apprehensive – it could have alot to do with the fact that I just spent the last few hours finishing a really good and spooky "horror" book! Every little sound is jumping me. But, I have been getting scared for the last week or so about sleeping alone here. I don’t know, Gail puppy is right outside, so if any strangers show up, she’ll bark a warning. Kevin and I went to Dexter today to pick up my prescription, and afterwards we went into Reny’s, and Lori-Bitch showed up with Tina – she was oh-so-polite to K.! I expected Angela to come over later, but she never showed up – I took the plates off of the Escort, and got the title and keys together, but I don’t know if Angela is going to buy the car tomorrow or not! We ran into Lena and Phil in Ames, Lena is thinking of getting a perm, I can’t imagine it, because I’ve always seen Lena with straight hair. (I promised her I wouldn’t laugh though.) My hair?! I’m gonna let the back grow out, around July 2nd I’m gonna have the front trimmed and feathered, and maybe after my hair is long in the back, I’ll start to grow out the front.