Acadia

January 29, 2003

Today was my tenth ECT – I feel that these are helping me – Dr. Riaz spoke of sending me on a pass home before he sends me home – I mentioned it to Kevin–he agreed–he’d like to be here during my treatment on Friday; I’ll mention it to Dr. Riaz + Rodney tomorrow. Dr. Riaz is also increasing my sleeping med to see if it helps.

January 30, 2003

Today has been shitty. I met with Rodney this a.m., and he said that it was okay for Kevin to come to the ECT tomorrow. I’m having a rough day – feeling really down, Rodney asked me to write about it to try and get to the bottom of it.

January 31, 2003

Kevin came this morning and met with me and Rodney and Dr. Riaz – he told the Dr. that he was scared of me coming home – Dr. Riaz said he was looking at BMHI, and asked me my thoughts on the subject? Kevin also brought me a Mt. Dew, and where I drank ¹/³ of it, they decided to put my ECT off today. (Anesthesia). I told Dr. Riaz how I’ve been forgetting things, and he wants me to make myself a giant poster with my name and some other details.