09/20/1994

5:23 pm

Still doing all-right without therapy or medication. My life is pretty much "normal". For a few nights K & I were arguing and being somewhat "nasty" to each other, and "rough-housing" but things seem to have settled down. Tonight we are just lazing it, and eating blueberry muffins & real fries. Last night we went up to Swayzie Ledge in Bucksport & had a picnic up on a mountain, and hand-picked a quart of FRESH MAINE BLUEBERRIES. It was a nice time, and I enjoyed myself. Tonight we were supposed to test drive an Escort up in Carmel, but it turned out to be a "dud"–K is letting me get an Escort–so he will drive the Subaru. In 1998, January 22nd, K & I are going to get remarried in the Stetson Church, and Dad is going to give me away.

I’m not even going to invite Maret–I don’t want her to be a part of that special event. As for now, we’re gonna get each other gold bands and give them to each other on our 2nd anniversary. (K has a special place in mind to take me). Then we’ll get our ring set (PERMANENT) for our 2nd wedding. Full scale ceremony–rings–invites–dress, etc…..

Sept. 26, 1994

6:15 pm

K & I are in our bedroom, trying to watch the 6:00 news, but the baby is being FUSSY. Granted, he’s got a tooth coming in, but does that give him any right to be fussy? Still working at D.N.H. – 5 weeks left. I hope it (the job) becomes permanent, seems the only thing that is standing in my way is the girl who I am standing in for! S & C like my work, and I get along fine with my co-workers: who knows. Maybe I will get to work x-mas at Reny’s if the home doesn’t pan out, B said she would call me, but I wouldn’t stake my life on it. If nothing in Newport or Dexter comes up, I’ve decided to apply to places in Bangor – but only full time.