06/30/1994

 

8:02 pm

Last day of June, 6 months of ’94 left. There’s a special on t.v. called "we’re expecting" that I watched when I was pregnant with Aaron.

*A list of names:

Gladys

Margaret

Frances

Gordon

Andy

Syrus

Beverly

Grace

Lillian

Leah

Verna

Millie

Christine

Arthur*

Well, it’s going on the 4th day of my unemployment AND housewife career. My house is still spotless; laundry & dishes are still caught up–and I am very proud of my handiwork. Keeping the trailor clean gives me a feeling of pride that makes it worth it–besides, how glad K is; just to see him smiling when he asks where something is (and he has no trouble finding it) is worth it too. Something has changed in me since K & I had our gargantuan fight on Sunday – but I’m not sure what. It’s like a "calm" like a slow motion wave that’s warm and gentle – running down across my chest area (?) I am having no trouble sleeping, BUT I do have a harder time getting up in the a.m., & it isn’t "laziness" like it was before.

Hm…..

TO BE CONTINUED……….