06/22/1994

I had to postpone getting my dress a week – bcause of circumstances. <~~~~~Who knows, maybe I will have to put it off again, but the tentative plan is to pay it off on July 20th or so…..

My sunburn is peeling – SHIT! So I guess that if tomorrow is nice, I’m gonna lay out in my bikini for a few hours. I am determined to stay dark this summer. <~~~~~Remember to put moisturizing lotion on.

And also, tomorrow I am starting to be "health concious" again: dieting and doing the "legs of steel". Maybe walking with Lisa every now & then–but "legs of steel" is my main objective.

My hair is getting longer – I was thinking of getting a perm, but it will be awhile before I can afford one, and by then I will probably have lost the desire. Kevin picked me a daisy last night, and I put it in my hair, so I did again this morning–but I told Kevin that my flower was beginning to die, so hopefully he’ll bring me a new one when he brings the baby down later. I get to have Aaron while Kevin goes to work, and hour or two (and he fed him SOLID food!)

My favorite actress is back on "As the World Turns". I absolutely adore this woman! She’s forthright, honest, family-oriented, BRAZEN! And I love her hair! My hair is 2 or 3 inches behind.

3:15 pm

I was thinking of getting a job in Bangor, so Kevin & myself can take aaron and find a house nearer to Bangor. I want to anyway, Kevin does too, but he has to think it all over, EXTENSIVELY.

Anyway, I want to get a job in a hospital. Either as housekeeper, or maybe in the cafeteria or something. Maybe in the gift shop or at one of the desks–something low-key but makes me feel useful.

I wonder what Kevin would think of taking a course for Ward Clerk. I’d love to do that. That encompasses all of my desires on the page before. I have to find out where I can take the course for a career – lord knows that I don’t want to be in the "video" business for the next 40 or so years! It’s not a career, it’s just a job. I think, once again, I’m gonna sign up for that C.N.A.–not at PJC, because that was my downfall–it really wasn’t serious, a "self-paced-time-killer" is what Job Corps was. I can take a C.N.A. class at either DRH or Nokomis, if it’s under $500 I’m gonna sign up. I just have to get in touch with someone.

*David Ray – Carol Laplant*

5:10 pm

I suggested to Kevin about having a song to dance to at our wedding, but he wasn’t keen on the idea. & I told him that it wasn’t WRITTEN IN STONE, so that is not an option. I don’t want to make Kevin do anything to make him uncomfortable.

I just reserved the church for August 12, 1995 (all day) and the woman I spoke to said all I have to give is a donation–so we’re gonna pay $50 and $20 to Pastor Jaworski. Also, I changed my mind, and we’re gonna have the reception in the basement of the church. So, Saturday morning, while K is sleeping, I can decorate the church & recreation room.

*Lithium: Drug used for manic-depressives*

Also, the invitations are gonna read:

Aaron middle and last name

requests you presence at

his parents’ wedding:

August 12, 1995

2:30 p.m.

Church name here

town and state here.

(Reception to follow in basement of church.)

Now to find a good design for the outside, but one that inclueds Kevin/Amy on the outside.