Bored

I’m bored and techinally home alone. My dad is asleep again like he always is and none of my friends are home. I can’t think of what to do, this school year is coming to an end and soon I have to say “bye” to a lot of them without ever getting to say “hi” again. A lot of my friends seem to be mad at me for some reason, don’t know why but it seems to be that way. Again the lonely feeling is getting inside of me, running around and corrupting my brain. I am truely scared now, though I don’t try to show it in any way I am, of almost everybody. I got to go and try to live this world of pretend.