scrolling dms

this is my first time writting online diaries so its feels kinda cool
i dont know how to express my feelings so i think my personality makes me weird to get along with my friends, tho i have 4 other close friends

when someone is my close friends, i rely on them a lot like my life is all around them, im scared theyll leave me

this is not the point today-

i was scrolling thru messengers

a dm with my ex crush

it was about an year ago? (im 15)

at first our chat was great, like we play minecraft together

but at last i think he thinks im annoying so he doesnt reply any more

long story short, idk how to say

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