Wtf is going on

So I want to come on here and just write about what’s going on in my life since I can’t talk to my fiancee.

We’ve been together for three years. Let’s call her “K”. We used to be long distance. I live in Hawaii.

So for some of you living a few islands away isn’t that big of a deal. But for us long distance wasn’t in the plans. But anyways we’ve been together for 3 years. But this year for some reason we’ve been fighting way more than usual. And the fights got physical. We were shoving each other in front of her house. (I know stupid). So we are currently on a break. But it’s very hard for me because we went from talking everyday to talking a few times out of the week. Some weeks we don’t talk at all. She said she’s fixing herself to be better for us and for herself. But all the horoscopes keep telling me that someone new is gonna come into her life. So am I crazy?