happiness_in_a_pill : the humane torture game

So, it’s done. I’ve applied for a course at Wintec [Waikato INstitute of TEChnology]. Hopefully, I’ll find out in the next two weeks if I am going to be accepted into their "Bachelor of Applied Social Sciences" which is specialising in Counselling. I was worried about getting into the course and now, after the person who dealt with me said that I shouldn’t worry because I should be fine to get into the class. Now, all I’m worried about is the money aspect of it.

I talked with my friend Nicole from work about next year. We’re both worried about it, she referred it to the first day of high school. If so, that’s going to be the last thing I want. Or could ever want. I’m trying to get her to study accounting at WINTEC next year so we can still hang out. I told her that it’s going to be weird not seeing her every weekday and not screwing around with her every time we have no service. Really though, I’m going to miss not seeing her every day, I’m going to miss her smile, her laugh, the incessant way we tease each other… I’m just going to miss her, full stop.

It’s over between me and an old friend as of the weekend. We’ve simply come to a point where we can’t move on from. It’s a shame, I really did like her as a friend, but I can’t honestly deal with her immaturity at the moment and nor should I have to. I guess somethings have to be destroyed to promote growth.

That’s all I want to write about really. I’m quite tired, suffering from insomnia lately so I might try and get and early night or something, I probably won’t, but still. I might just try and chillax.

-SImoN
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